This time of year came along again.
You're left alone and you need a friend.
The disappointment seem to never end
in here.
The brighter days are not for you to see.
Other people make it look so easy.
You wanna love, you don't wanna be free
in here.
Take a walk among familiar faces.
It brings up pain in all the wrong places.
Memories of fun and days long gone.
Your blood is freezing, suddenly you have to run.
Your world is crumbling and your efforts come undone
in here.
I wish I could make your wish come true
every time your daydream turns to black.
Every time the night descends on you,
I wish I could kill you and then bring you back.
You cannot go like this, you cannot continue.
Instead you choose to please the beast within you.
How come it only desires your downfall?
You feed it pills, you calm it down with alcohol,
but in the end it breaks you down and makes you crawl
back in here.
I wish I could turn you into any color
so you could try them on, until you're satisfied.
Pray for us, although there's no tomorrow.
I wish I could kill you and then bring you back.
Written as she was coping with an auto-immune disease, the new EP from Rachel Angel offers hushed, silvery ’50s-style Americana. Bandcamp New & Notable Aug 23, 2020
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